You said, and this is a quote, "don’t know anyone else in the world except for me who doesn’t have any help" which seems to suggest that you are being singled out.
I have no idea about your life and frankly I don't really care. You derailed something in order to complain about how the world hates you, and bizarrely tried to make me feel bad for being able to call my mother to call in a credit number for a hotel pre-bill, and it sure seems like you're trying to make yourself seem like a victim.
If you had your house burned down in a riot and had your family killed before your eyes, then I think you should see a therapist instead of fishing for...whatever the hell it is you're fishing for on Hacker News.