You are worthy of doing this work because you are able to do it. Do the work because you love it and because you love the mystery. Enjoy every moment that you get to do it. Find joy in the great fortune you have to do this work while others toil away on tasks that bring them no satisfaction. Sometimes it's tedious, but sometimes it's incredibly rewarding in its own right.
Don't work for the possibility of eternal glory though, it just doesn't exist anymore.
Nobody looks at this species and goes hm, rational and reasonable :)
Any statement preceded by the word 'believe' is a coping mechanism.
> This notion of immortality was just a small intangible bonus I hoped for when I jumped into grad school
Any statement preceded by the word 'hope' is a coping mechanism.
> AI is making me feel less worthy
Worth comes from understanding, not achievement.