The constant memory wouldn’t be so bad if it weren’t dumb, wrong, and forced.

I hit the wall with it several times today trying to refine some text for a job application. The fact I considered doing babies first Rust project last fall lead to constant non-productive interjections and digressions about my supposed Rust skills and the Rust ecosystem.

Trying to create an unrelated spreadsheet to model an investment resulted in broad and incorrect criticism of my choice of spreadsheet tools, explaining in horrendous programming analogies why and how I’ve misunderstood how a spreadsheet works. “Think of the XLSX as a compiler…”

There has been a palpable down-step in communication & execution.